
Well January first of a new year. What does this year hold? Where will this year take me. I look back at 2008 with mixed feelings.
I look at all the good things, I bought a condo, I had my first show, I made better attempts at selling my wares, I am starting put me first when it comes to my family, J and I took our first real holiday, J and I celibrated 2 years.
Some of the no so good, my mother started chemo, I put on more and more weight and can't seem to get off my ass to do anything about it, I have no relationship with my father, and slowly my brother and sister.
I feel good about this new year though. I feel there is so much that could happen, so many good things. I will continue with the momentum with my side bussiness. I will put all the effort needed into that and make it all it can be. I will put effort and love into my self and make my self truely happy and how I want to be. No more excusses for being lazy. No more putting off what I know I should truely be doing.
I will finally space my self from my family, no words need to be exchanged, no big ordeal needs to be orcistrated. Just quietly and slowly walk away. I will not dwell on my disapointment with them. I will just move on to the truely important people in my life. I have D back in Canada and she has brought G with her. I will ensure I see them as much as possible and not put off for another time.
Yup, new year, new month, new day, new begginings. I am not one for new years resolutions, well not on any official level. I don't make a big production about anything. I am excited though to see what 2009 has in store for me. Where will this adventure take me. Who will be coming along for the ride?